Aftermath

So, I'm struggling to find the proper label for this post. It's hard because there are so many pieces floating around in the air, that nothing seems to fit. So, aftermath it is.

First, I have been asked when I will start blogging again, or if I ever will. My intention is to come back to this space, eventually, but it's hard to blog about your horse when you never see him. A friend of mine went through the sale and purchase, plus moving, of a house at the beginning of the year and she didn't ride for three months. That was with her horses on property (like could see them from her front door). I figure part of my lack of time is just the time suck this process takes. There is light at the end of the tunnel, however, since the condo is under contract (still waiting for the inspection results) right now.That means this should all be completely over by the end of September.

So, for some updates:

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Ashke

I have made some short term decisions about Ashke. He is going to continue in weekly lessons with Amanda, since we are making huge strides in our progress, but we are going to take a hiatus as far as showing in Working Equitation for at least a year. He can handle the dressage test just fine, but the tight turns required in the Ease of Handling test are too much for his left hind hock. He is currently getting injections when he indicates that he is in pain, and I have started him on daily previcox, which has really helped. Since we are needing both to keep him comfortable, it doesn't make sense to put him in a situation where he is required to really rock back on his hocks. 

Instead, I might look at some Western Dressage next year. It's one or two dressage tests over one or two days, and the tests have very similar elements to the Intermediate level tests in WE. The other benefit is that I could go with the group of women from my barn as part of Amanda's student group, which means having more than one hand around to help with stuff.

Additionally, I want to get back out on trail, even if that means hauling out and riding by myself. I miss the long riding we used to do and want to get back to it. There are a lot of trails we can explore that were closed to us in the past because they were too difficult for a bike. I may not have the time before next spring, but being able to ride for long distances with elevation gains and loses will help strengthen his back and butt. And he loves being out and I love being with him.

We are currently working on bending off my legs at the trot, half-pass and leg yield at the canter, flying changes when I ask for them, rather than when he thinks he should (such an overachiever), although his anticipation the other night gave me the incentive to try a line of two tempis, which were not nearly as much fun at my request as the bouncing from one lead to another every couple of strides. I have started using my voice again, asking him to relax and wait. I had silenced my voice because we can't use our voice when we show, so I had stopped. But, we both prefer it when I talk to him.

I know he is missing me. Some weeks I have only made it out on my lesson day. On Monday night, as he followed me to the outdoor arena, he kept reaching forward and bumping me with his nose.

 

T has started his second sleeve. He wanted a thorn bush surrounding his rose, so they added bugs in the leaves of the thorns. Centipede for the win. It will have some red in it after his next session.

 

The rose was the first part of this tattoo. The moth was added at the bottom. It will also have a little bit of red in it.

 

 

And final bug is a stag beetle. It will also have red in it. The top part of the sleeve with consist of thorn bushes with a cardinal on the inside of his upper arm (it will hurt a lot), and a stag in an opening in the bushes on the deltoid (upper outside arm). It will be at least two if not three more seesions.

 B's Harley Quinn tatttoo after her touch up.

I really wish I had a pic of the original, because the change was amazing.

I am thinking of having the tattoo on my left calf fixed. I have never liked the horse in that one, and Rachel said she could fix it.

In the meantime, I have a tattoo scheduled for 9/15. I will unveil it when it is done.

I am beyond excited about it.

 

I have started reading again. I am reading on my kindle and the books that are holding my interest the most right now are apocalyptic novels. I think it is apropos to my current personal apocalypse.

This wonderful little cat left my life today. She was taken to her new home unexpectedly.

We didn't get a change to say goodbye.

I will miss her so much. 

My new grill. It was just about $200 and works a treat.

I do need to learn how to cook peaches and pineapple on it, however. The meat I have down, but the fruit and veggies are another story.

 I think sunsets are the Universe's way of reminding us that beauty can be found after things end.

Sometimes hope is all that keeps us moving.

 

A Tale of Two Tests

We had two shows in June, Saturday and Sunday of the same weekemd, with Jill Barron from Canada as our judge. The Saturday of the show was the day that my divorce was finalized. We are just waiting on the sale of the condo, with the corresponding purchase of a home for T and I, to finally sever the last bits of my shattered marriage. Ashke was pretty solid both days and for the first time, I had zero anxiety It was a great feeling.

The test from Saturday

In kind of a weitd fluke, there were three riders at the upper levels (L3, L5) and all three of us went off course in our dressage test on Saturday. It’s fairly rare to get a course error in dressage, but to have all three of us do so was strange. It rained most of the weekend, with periods of heavy rain showers and it was very difficult to warm up. On Saturday, we were brought into the indoor for ten minutes or so before our tests to warm up inside. That combined with the little bit of warm up we could do in the outside arena was enough. 

I remembered the test this time,

Warm up on Sunday was better than the day before, at least for the dressage test. I thought he gave me a solid ride and that was acknowledged by the judge. I was very pleased by his effort and how well he listened. I think he was a pretty solid citizen and a great partner for our dressage ride. The EOH was another story.

Post Injections

We injected both top and bottom joints on both hocks on the 6th of June. He got four days of hand walking and bute, then moved slowly back into work. I made the decision, based on how he was moving (and the suggestion from Saiph), to go to Previcox daily to help with inflammation until the left hock has fused. He has been moving better and better each ride.

Sunday we were in the outdoor and I talked Flambe into taking video:

The aid is now as slight as relaxing my outside leg and shifting my weight slightly. I do need to get him straighter going from right to left, so he doesn't feel the need to throw his body around as much to get the bend.

Images

Marvel

I love this truck and I love that I added the Marvel logo to her hood.

 

 And to the tailgate for good measure.

If you haven't seen Captain Marvel, you should.

Marvel is cutting edge on strong female characters.

 The front range view from the barn.

Magical doesn't begin to cover it.

 

Barn family supporting Gail and Squish in accomplishing their qualifying scores for RMDS Championships.

 Handwalking and searching for fresh alfalfa

 He does look pretty in red, even though it is not my favorite.

 Last ride before the injections

A bit of grass after every ride

Lily crashed on my bed.

Issues

To answer Lytha's question, Ashke has been lame for the past three weeks or so, with the lameness getting more pronounced as we went along. Two weeks ago, I scheduled Dr Scott to come out and do injections again. Granted it has only been four months, however, he is really favoring his left hind (which is the opposite leg from where almost all of our issues have stemmed from). Doc came out last Thursday and did an evaluation of his gait and was amazed that it was definitely his left hock.

 

Dopey horse is dopey.

The good news is that the right hock seems to have fused (which explains why he is suddenly favoring the left) and we will need to do x-rays next time before we do more injections. Doc did both the upper and lower joints in both and Ashke has had the weekend off, with handwalking and Bute.

 Not wanting to weight the left hind. This tendency is why the left hind hoof looks different from the other three. He has been favoring it for at least six weeks.

I washed him off before the injections (he was a mud colored brown) and got his hocks pretty clean. Doc scrubbed with betadyne and alcohol for a significant length of time prior to injections.

Beginning to wake up. He was not happy he wasn't being fed with the rest of the horses.

I think this week I will talk to Amanda about flying vs simple changes when it comes to the hocks. It may be that I will need to show L4 for the rest of this year to take some of the pressure off that hock until it is closer to being fused. We will see what happens.

Hope

The Skittle Bug on a mission to run on fresh grass.

The Lily Bear always on alert.

Here he is in the flesh. We are dealing with some issues, mostly in his left hock, so injections are scheduled for Thursday.

From the side. His back is so strong and his shoulder is amazing. Too bad it doesn't show well in this photo.

Ashke was not as amused as I was at the conversation between me and a friend.

I am slowly but surely moving forward and hope to be back to this space on a regular basis. I am taking it one day at a time and can see an end to the process that I am going through, although there is still a lot to do between where I am and where I am going to end up. Tristan and his gf are doing great, Ashke has some issues but we are addressing, Lily and Skittle are happy dogs. I am surviving.

First Show: Intermediate B

Saturday was the first show of the season. I opted on Friday night not to show on Saturday. Too many things had gone wrong on Saturday (buying a new club printer at 9 pm at night because the one we’ve been using had given up the ghost) and I was in a very emotional state. I decided that it would be in the best interest of Ashke and my relationship to not bring him into my emotional mess. It was a wise decision. I was too tired and too unsettled for that to have been a good riding day for either of us. Instead, I spent the day managing the show, which was actually a good decision, for our first show. It will get easier going forward.

Sunday started with a warm water rinse for Ashke, since he decided that rolling in the dirt on Saturday was a great way to keep himself clean. He walked right on the trailer, stood mostly quietly at the trailer all day and was a great companion. He was clearly worried about me, but seemed happy to be showing. His relaxation improves with each adventure.

Note to self: it is recommended to actually ride your brand new to you dressage test in a regulation court prior to the show. Same thing can be said about the EOH course as well.

There were some really good moments. That said, I really need to have Amanda set out a specific series of things for us to do during warm up, so that I'm not floundering around wondering if I have done too much or too little. I want him warm, relaxed but not tired going into the court.

I have to laugh at some of the comments, because my running commentary inside my head is actually funnier in light of the comments. Maybe I will do a spoof and change the comments to what I am thinking during the ride. The part that really sticks out to me is the 10m serpentine after the first leg yield. I don't know why I have such a hard time riding that particular exercise, but I was two strides past E when I realized I should be turning.

Doreen was very complementary on the condition of my horse and how much his topline has improved since we rode for her two years ago. That was really the turning point for me in terms of how I was expecting him to go, plus that was the last show we rode in a bit other than the Garcia. We have both improved immensely, but that was definitely the turning point. I thought that my score was exceedingly fair and was very happy with our first show. There is plenty to work on, but that is part of the journey.

Probably the biggest change, was my lack of anxiety about showing. I actually felt pretty calm and okay. I did use an inhaler, since my chest has been tight due to everything blooming at once.